HEY!!!!

i havent written in here in a long ass time but i decided to now since i just seen nicki rich write a huge long one and i just read one of haley's so i was like yeah!

my week has seemed really really long and tiring. in the summer i seem to forget how long the school days really are and how much it takes a toll on you!
chuli is so cute! she is crawling around the computer desk scratching her cheek against various stuff!
abby is coming home tonight, she should be here in no longer than 2 hours!
soccer is almost over. tuesday is our last game. i am happy and sad at the same time. soccer is so much fun!
my classes are going pretty well. i am going to try to do pretty good this year! i want to be an A student! i have all A's right now and two B's. so that is pretty good.
haleys birthday is soon and i will have to think of something clever to get her! hahahaha
i guess archie is moving to florida on monday! even though i dont talk to him ever that much it will still seem a little different but i  hope he has a fun time there and meets a lot of tan hot bitches!
i am trying to clean up my room but i always get distracted.
in english we are reading A SEPERATE PEACE. i like it so far. but i must say that gene is getting on my nerves. ha.it makes me feel bad for finny. but it is just a book.ha

but i better head out and finish up all the things i must get done in my room.
and oh yeah i am listening to ferry cortsen and it is so good.


i'll check ya later xangers

if i were to go back in the past and predicted where i would be right now
 i am pretty sure that where i am,
is not where i would have ever imagined  i would be.

i think right now
i am thinking so much, that i don't even know what i am thinking about

but tonight
i went to this school dance
called fall ballS
and i think i had a nice time! so that is good ya know

but for some reason
it made me really look at everyone there (from my school)
and it kinda made me sad to think well damn some of these fuckers like live up to this moment and live for when they can go to some weird ass dance that cost too much

and it made me happy
i am not one of those people
and i dont even know how you classify those kinds of people

but in my head i just know i aint like them
and thats good


and i also realized, i don't think anyone truly ever grows up
all those adults that try to act all cool and in control and so serious they sure hide it well

because when i am older, i don't think i will be changed. i think i will still have the same sense of humor and all
and plus i don't wanna change, just because i am considered an adult and have to act like that.